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Hello, hello, hello, because things are best in threes. Like the triquetra! Anyway, on to stuff about me.

I am usually a redhead, although my hair is currently black. A bit longer than shoulder length, and wavy. I have blue eyes. I am a pale little vampire with sharp little canines. My birthday is on the thirteenth of April.

I am in the SCA (Society for Creative Anachronism) where we pretend we are in medieval times. We can fight, heavy hack-slash or rapier, and sometimes archery and boffer, and we have wars and kings and queens and everything. It's really really fun, and I look like a bar wench in my garb. My SCA name is Gwenhwyvar filia Aelfric, which is kinda cool. My device, or arms, is Azure, a bend sinister between a bull rampant contourny and a bull passant argent. I'm in the kingdom of Artemesia, in the barony of Loch Salann (Salt Lake).

                                       

I am a practicing pagan, meaning a member of a earth-based religion. My beliefs are that nature itself is intelligent, not necessarily some divine, omniscient creator. My favorite goddess is my ritual namesake, Cerridwen, and my predominant symbol is, like hers, the pentacle. I've been officially pagan for almost a year now, although I've always believed in things like paganism. Elemental magic is my favorite kind, as are rituals dealing with spells and songs I create on my own.

I am also a firm believer in the supernatural, and should be, as my house is haunted several times over. Kitty ghosts and one big swirly ghost in my basement. Not scary, but interesting. Plus everyone on my mom's side of the family is mega-sensitive to the supernatural, so it could just be how I was raised, but I have ESP (Extra Sensory Perception with my sister. We share thoughts, pictures, and dreams. It's really cool! And I sometimes have premonitions, or I dream about things before they happen, sometimes months before. So don't call me crazy, I'll take it as a compliment.

Actually, I swear I am crazy. Not have to go to an asylum crazy, but still crazy. I talk to the people in my head, but I created them all, so it's okay. Their names are Margeret (motherly), Emily (youthful), Persephone (uninhibited), Teresa (she's a nun), Mark (the gay man), and Robert (the straight man). It's not like they take over my body and I make me do things I don't remember. I just like talking to myself and made up people to talk to so I wouldn't feel so crazy. Kind of failed, huh. Plus, now they won't shut up. Oh, and now I've added a new one, Randy, the random girl who squeals at odd moments and talks like Stitch, in a high little voice. And Margeret is becoming the nag, I think she's my left brain personified.

Ever since I joined the GSA (Gay Straight Alliance) at my school and started lobbying our legislature against unfair bills targeting the gay community, I've become very political. It's kind of annoying. Oh, and since I've become an extemper in debate and took AP government (best class ever, besides art and AP art history). We took a test to find out what kind of political philosophy we had. 15 was radical, 30 moderate, and 45 libertarian, so the right is conservative and the left is liberal. I showed up as a 22. Seven points away from a radical, and slipping every moment! And I bought some rainbow ribbon yesterday, I did my happy dance!

A few last notes: STARGATE FOREVER!!!!! Jack O'Neill is the sexiest human being in this universe or the next! Howl's Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones is the best book ever! Stranger Than Fiction is the best freaking movie ever! AFI and Evanescence are awesome! Go RENT, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, and all those other great, gay movies! Bleach is the awesomest anime! Loveless is the best drawn manga, cause we all know we love the yaoi, deep down inside! Fatal Frame for the PS2 is just awesome, and so freaking scary! And (I have to put this) I am the number one fan of the awesome Sexy Lexie, my friend who plays the guitar and sings freaking awesome.