I do not belive in heaven. Period. I do not belive in god as religious people think him to be. God is a part of us all, not some high up and mighty person. If there was indeed a heaven as the one in the beliefs of Christians then I would not go there, hell would be the place for me.

I hope but I know not

I've come to the determination that I am in a paradise. According to everything you hear from Christians, in heaven, you loll around all day doing whatever the bloody hell you want, living the perfect life, fluttering around, and partying hard with God. Am I correct? Well, my darlings. I live in a positivly fucking glorious world. I have friends. I have a mind that is absolutely like everyone elses. I have the ability to see what everyone else does, and oh, what beautiful sights are there to behold, and what evil there is. I have a question for anyone out there in the Christian faith that cares to answer. Does every person have a personalized heaven? What may be heaven for you may not be heaven for me. What if we are two totally different people? Do we stay on two seperate sides and do our own shit? If you look at anything in the world, any scum-based peice of shit (in your opinion any way) and think of it as horrid, well, I can pretty much guarentee you that someone else, somewhere loves that. Anything. This is Heaven for all of us. This is paradise. This is here. This is now. You're just putting up with other people's parts of it.

When you die you go back to Hell.