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Confessions, and some thoughts

  • Sorry
    Sorry you had to go through life for so long like this. It's really not fair. If you've posted on here before, there's a fair chance you've seen myself on about 15000 posts trying to raise equality for different orientations. Most of the time when I do so, I consider in my head the gays and transvestites out there who are subject to intolerance and cruelty as well as the younger ones who are nervously struggling to find themselves in a world that makes them out to be the worst. I rarely consider those who managed to hide it for a longer life, because I figure they're too far gone into denial and depression. I'm happy to hear you've found the courage to air out some issues in your personal life and even anonymously to give a unique point of view.

    It's just not fair. I spent every night of my childhood watching cartoons and dreading tests. I spent high school nervously/excitedly discovering girls and speaking on these matters with my peers. Falling in love and breaking my heart. These are all such important parts of me, it makes me feel so sad that there are so many other people out there that get robbed of these experiences. And it's not God's fault. Minorities of all kinds have had to go through similar things, and that wasn't God that taught people to hate other races and ridicule mixed children. It's always the same, harmless people being persecuted by others who don't know any better yet grow up firmly holding onto these beliefs. We should all strive to make to make our world a place of understanding and equality--and maybe a little more worthy of God's own.

    "Some may ask, why I didnt have a reasignmant surgery and be done with it, "

    Well, you don't have too. There are plenty of straight and gay and bi transvestites that never have or want the surgery. Some do. It's all harmless preference.

    "but If God was unwilling to change things , then I have to ask , who am i to do so."

    We cut, style, and dye our hair. Shave our beards and legs, and the downstairs. Clip our nails, get tattoos. Get corrective surgery after accidents or socially accepted deformities. Go to the doctor. Eat healthy and excercise--or eat bad and laze around all week long. Our bodies are our tools to do with what we feel is best and most needed.

    "nd one last statement before I go , homosexuakity is wrong in the eyes of God....period"

    Meat sacks bumping together to exchange fluids and make babies, just like most other animals, is the true purpose of human life? There's nothing important about our souls and our ability to strive for greater things and make sacrifices and love one another that overcome the idea "But this thing fits into that thing, and then we make more of ourselves." Homosexuality causes no inherent harm, and I can only imagine that--aside from all the people living in hiding and all the people ostracized after outing themselves--brings more good than harm. It brings together more loving unions and happy people.
    75%  Voted for by Weydon, Hardhittn63, Molzahn.
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  • A long storry
    Im not sure you would call this an oppinion.
    First, let me start by saying ,I'm not even sure I should do this , but I for some reason feel compelled to.
    I have posted on here before under a diffent name, and I am aware that there are certain people who can reference my IP, I would ask that you do not.
    However having no real means of keeping that from happening , If you choose not to respect my wishes on that, please do not reviele who I am.

    Enough prelimenary,and on to the subject;

    I have heard it said that God does not make mistakes, I dont know whether that is true or not, I have certainly never read that in the bible, I have however read that he has repented, which according to the strongs concordance means to (think differently)
    The reason that I metion this , is that I am appearently one of his mistakes. You see I was born into the body that I occupy, which is male, but the life force, soul, or whatever you want to call it is female.
    I, when I was younger,prayed akmost every night, that my body might be changed, ...to no avail of course, but he did heal a withered hand that was that way from birth , so who knew.
    My sex life has been pretty much a disaster, although I married a woman , that has never felt quite right, and when I was younger , experemented with men , but that fell short as well, I felt like a homosexual eather way. The woman I married has stayed with me , even though she now knows why I was never very interested in having a sex life, and companionship , is what we now hold on to.
    There have been times in my life when I have felt as though I have been cheated out of life. Maybe to some extent I still do , but I have never let go of my faith or belief that in the end , none of this will matter. I have tryed to apear to live my life as a man because that is the external appearence , and thus what was and is expected of me , but I have always known who I was. There is no need to feel sorry for me because I have spent enough time feeling sorry for myself to cover any acsess need in that catagory, Some may ask, why I didnt have a reasignmant surgery and be done with it, but If God was unwilling to change things , then I have to ask , who am i to do so.
    I actualy thought this would be much longer but it seems I have at least a summery and I'll leave this for your discussion, i will watch , and possably answer questions as they may arise ,
    I would like to thank any of you who actualy take the time to read this , and one last statement before I go , homosexuakity is wrong in the eyes of God....period
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